rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. triplejoe

    triplejoePrije 11 minuta

    Christina Aguilera is pure STUNNING! Omg!

  2. Eliel Barros

    Eliel BarrosPrije 27 minuta

    tá fofa ,tipo inchada

  3. Ashley Shautice

    Ashley ShauticePrije 34 minuta

    Demi is honestly a mess. So much of his is actually ridiculous and it seems like no one loves her enough to tell her the truth.

  4. tag ocean

    tag oceanPrije sat

    I love how the intro of every episode says “if you need help just reach out for help or contact the numbers bellow (insert here public line service). There are people who can help you. The episodes: Demi had the best of the best professionals (like 100 all from different specialities) to take care of her = drug addict for over 10 years.

  5. King yeem

    King yeemPrije sat

    demi you chacing the wrong person. come here i may not be famous but i know i can give you the unconditional love and we both and continue to to be the better version of ourselves. =)

  6. Lea G

    Lea GPrije sat

    Her story moves me really she has been through so much and being still as strong to keep fighting is incredible I wish I could be at least 1% strong as she is! I wish and pray so much for her to get better and her addictions to only be part of the past I really think she deserves more than anyone to live the life she dream of to be the happiest in her life in her music in everything ! Demi I pray so hard for you because you deserve it and know that you are not alone of course you have your family and friends but you have millions of people who support you in the best way ! Don’t be scared or trying to be a role model for everyone because by being yourself really even during hard time people will support you ! You can be sure of that ! Stay strong baby we love you support you and pray for you

  7. Reetta

    ReettaPrije sat

    Only 4 episode?

  8. Amy Rae

    Amy RaePrije sat

    Not sure why you have to pay for episode 3 & 4, I though this was supposed to help people not be a money grab and promo for the album. Pretty disappointing.

  9. Amanda Stickley

    Amanda StickleyPrije 2 sati

    I love Elton

  10. T JAY

    T JAYPrije 2 sati

    20:41 GUUUURL! SANG IT! 😍

  11. Kali Burnham

    Kali BurnhamPrije 3 sati

    The friends she has I dream of having 🥰

  12. Tab Wayland

    Tab WaylandPrije 4 sati

    Is she not PoC?

  13. Kristen Miranda

    Kristen MirandaPrije 4 sati

    No episode 5?

  14. 777

    777Prije 4 sati

    I pray for her well being and health and continued growth.

  15. Charlene Bargas

    Charlene BargasPrije 5 sati

    I’m in recovery from drugs and alcohol for the last two years. For me....I can’t use any substance but for many others I have met in my recovery that isn’t true for them. Recovery is a very personal journey and it doesn’t have to include complete abstinence. Recovery is very different from sobriety. Those of us whom have overcome our addictions and have rebuild our lives; the main focus isn’t complete abstinence. The main focus is finding control in rebuilding our lives. Once we figure out how to do life in a healthy way, abstinence is no longer issue.

  16. J Aaron

    J AaronPrije 6 sati

    OT but the crystal water bottle? 21:49 I need it!

  17. bernardahd

    bernardahdPrije 6 sati

    Is this the last episode?

  18. Tamara Tamaraa

    Tamara TamaraaPrije 7 sati

    Why did her ex-assistant quit??? She is responsable for saving Demi


    MINNESOTAPrije 8 sati

    She dosnt need all them people around.. All they want is her Money..

  20. LA LA

    LA LAPrije 8 sati

    I cannot believe so many people are co signing this BS. This is enabling at the worst. I'm not a fan nor a hater but I watched the last documentary due to it being a suggest watch and I saw the fakery then. What I'd see is the real honestly about the real damage she's done to her organs.

  21. K P

    K PPrije 9 sati

    Britney Spears with that haircut

  22. 412 Girl

    412 GirlPrije 10 sati

    Never say never demi! Trust me, I said that a few times. I smoke weed now but not drinking. The weed keeps my anxiety and depression in check and it's been years since I've touched dope. My boyfriend died the day I got clean.

  23. Valante Switcher

    Valante SwitcherPrije 10 sati

    I'm so glad that you are alive

  24. Gemma Partington

    Gemma PartingtonPrije 12 sati

    “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution” - Demi. Wise words indeed.❤️

  25. Amandine Mmt

    Amandine MmtPrije 12 sati

    I think she is trying her best and trying to be the best version of herself . Recovering from any addiction is hard . Moderation can be the only way to help through the all process.

  26. Catalina Gonzalez

    Catalina GonzalezPrije 14 sati

    was this the last one...?

  27. bb26

    bb26Prije 15 sati

    This girl is so lost. So sad. So much talent and beauty but she is running from the truth

  28. Lucy Marchant

    Lucy MarchantPrije 16 sati

    I wish the best for Demi. I never want to speak for Demi or her experiences or her recovery, but from what we have been able to see in this series, it seems that there’s so much she still has to work through from being thrown into the limelight too soon. Possibly leaving the industry for an extended period of time could be beneficial and not having her music be a business, but more of a form of therapy and self expression. I do worry for her safety and her health that moderation will lead to a slippery slope, as Elton John said, but I hope she can find a balance. I hope her friends and family are actually a support system and not feeding into the problem.

  29. Nan Nan

    Nan NanPrije 16 sati

    The mom pisses me off sorry not sorry, I feel like she doesn’t get the severity of Demi’s hurt in her life & she seems emotionless throughout the whole documentary

  30. Kenton Gonzales

    Kenton GonzalesPrije 17 sati

    6 months top....she will relapse

  31. Cian Graue

    Cian GrauePrije 17 sati

    She will relapse. Smoking and drinking counts as a relapse. Also the political angle is cringe.


    DESIREE SHAWNTEPrije 17 sati

    Come on Demi. Im ready for music!!!

  33. Jai Elisabeth

    Jai ElisabethPrije 17 sati

    Smoke some weed And wax Demi and do anything else u got this girl ur legit fthe media

  34. michekay

    michekayPrije 17 sati

    The reason addicts are warned not to use moderation is because if they could moderate successfully, they wouldn’t be an addict in the first place. I wish her well, but I don’t see moderation working out.

  35. Lillian Galle

    Lillian GallePrije 18 sati

    The last thing she needs is an outside relationship. She MUST work on herself, learn to be with only herself, heal and make peace with her past. And that California sober is a joke!!!! If moderation actually worked, she would never have been an addict. Demi needs to leave Hollyweird, she can record from anywhere. AA states, in order to work one's sober plan, one must be willing to change "people, places and things", that will trigger a relapse. Demi still isn't willing to work a true AA program. And she has too many enablers on her payroll.

  36. Amaya Monique

    Amaya MoniquePrije 18 sati

    We were talking in my psychology class about how addiction never goes away you just learn to cope with it and ways to work around it., and try to live your life the best you can. I love Demi and I am soo proud of Demi as a supporter of just her as a person and someone who has gone through similar things. I hope she's here for a veryyyyyy long time.

  37. Cherie B

    Cherie BPrije 18 sati

    So the moral of this story is to..... keep drinking and drugging?? Oh.

  38. Royalty by Leala MAKEUP

    Royalty by Leala MAKEUPPrije 19 sati

    Ok but are we not going to talk about her Selena shirt🤩

  39. lylilou

    lylilouPrije 19 sati

    I am so sad for her 😔

  40. Breezee Gonzales

    Breezee GonzalesPrije 19 sati


  41. Ari Zepeda

    Ari ZepedaPrije 19 sati

    Que bueno mujer que ya estés mejor, hay mucha gente que te ama y te apreciamos, eres una excelente cantante, y artista. Recuerda que Cristo nos ama pero no nos obliga a seguirle, en esta nueva oportunidad de vida ojala y quieras permitirle a Cristo que el reine tu vida y sea tu Señor y Rey. Bendiciones.

  42. Kiana E

    Kiana EPrije 21 sat

    Can anyone tell me how to watch without paying?

  43. aly be

    aly bePrije 21 sat

    Demi, get out of the states for two years, go to a third world country and look for ways to help those people. When you out of your head and not focusing on your problems and helping others, that will give you special high, a natural high. It will fulfill you with joy. Get a smaller home but a bigger back yard where you can take a walk in a peaceful place. Get plants full of beautiful colors to uplift you. Less is more, having a big home makes a person feel alone if its not packed with people.

  44. Utubequeer

    UtubequeerPrije 21 sat

    2020 it was my best year too, cause I've been thru a lot of things and finally it was like I have the time to restart my life.

  45. allison wilton

    allison wiltonPrije 22 sati

    Did they get other celebrities to get on the documentary just to give baseless compliments.. it’s like even Demi’s team nows that she will come off as unlikable

  46. allison wilton

    allison wiltonPrije 22 sati

    Demi seems really toxic...

  47. soinhu foitu

    soinhu foituPrije 22 sati

    Elton took the words out of my mouth....the others are just the “yes” men around her. With peace and love 🌚

  48. Big E

    Big EPrije 23 sati

    You dropped your hair because you lost your mind grow your hair back because you look gorgeous I will leave the freaky stuff the freaks

  49. Vivian Taube

    Vivian TaubePrije 23 sati

    I am clean and sober as of November 15, 1993. I totally agree with Elton John on moderation. It didn't work for me, either. In fact, I OD'ed twice in early 1993 and later that summer--before I got clean and sober eventually--by combining my psych med, lithium eskalith, with a little alcohol, having long since given up heavy drinking when "friends" I did that with abandoned me, when I stood up to their racism and anti-Semitism in 1990. The pill bottle probably said not to combine the drug with alcohol, but it was so long ago, I, frankly, don't recall. So, I agree with Elton--moderation doesn't work.

  50. Madeline L.

    Madeline L.Prije dan

    Demi has narcissistic personality disorder. Everyone knows shes still using too

  51. Grace Bokelman

    Grace BokelmanPrije dan

    She’s so damn hot with that haircut tho😍



    Ok but Demi’s new hair is BEAUTIFUL

  53. Brittany Renee’

    Brittany Renee’Prije dan

    You are beautiful I struggled with addiction 2 years and I honestly thought, I completely failed as a person. Thank you for being you and sharing your story with the world.

  54. Just J.R.

    Just J.R.Prije dan

    Her transformation is breathtaking. Wishing everyone healing & truth & knowledge of self.

  55. Ana Hernandez

    Ana HernandezPrije dan

    Is anyone else having trouble viewing this? Mine says it requires payment to watch 😩

  56. kait1n1

    kait1n1Prije dan

    this documentary was incredibly powerful but f*ck youtube ads are you seriously going to play me some fat-phobic diet trend while she's talking about her struggle with bulimia?

  57. Ushi- daddi

    Ushi- daddiPrije dan

    Ok but why is no one talking about how grogeous she looks like with her new hair? drop-dead beautiful.

  58. Maria Di Leva

    Maria Di LevaPrije dan

    I’m so scared for Demi. She was such a huge figure in my life while I was growing up that watching this is so heartbreaking

  59. Brooklyn Javonna

    Brooklyn JavonnaPrije dan

    I love you Demi!

  60. HollyKat

    HollyKatPrije dan

    whats up w the new age spirituality? I thought Demi was a christian.

  61. Nikol

    NikolPrije dan

    I dont think Demi is sober even these days maybe after this documentary She and All her friends go to take some drugs because obviously they supporting her in that

  62. Nikol

    NikolPrije dan

    Demi Talking how Bad people treating her but She is too the one who ignoring people who trying to support her sooo ?

  63. Nikol

    NikolPrije dan

    Omg her mom act like She know the best but She was the one who was calling her fat in her childchood times so? She did this to her daughter .... physicly hurting her with words👀💀✌️

  64. Lovely Louie

    Lovely LouiePrije dan

    I really love Demi's frienship with her 2 friends, they're really amazing and supportive. I'm so happy Demi has people like that around her.

  65. Isabelle Smith

    Isabelle SmithPrije dan

    Okay but can we talk about how well Demi pulls off that haircut??? Like 😳😍😍😍 im in LOVE with it

  66. Joe Gibbons

    Joe GibbonsPrije dan

    "Maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half buzzed, for half the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line, with that kind of rationale, I got half a mind, to have another glass of wine" -Marshall mathers (shady)

  67. Julie Diaz

    Julie DiazPrije dan

    I love her laugh btw😂😂

  68. Julie Diaz

    Julie DiazPrije dan

    She's amazing! I wish we were friends.

  69. Sarah Luv Burkhardt

    Sarah Luv BurkhardtPrije dan

    I wish I could use in moderation but I’m an addict and unfortunately can not. It took me 10 years to accept that. Demi is undoubtably brave for sharing her experience with the word and she has a incredibly genuine laugh!!! I don’t know if she’s ready and I obviously don’t know her but I do know that despite her fears if I can do it she can. I wish her the best on her journey. And you don’t have to say “I’m never going to do this again” just take it one day at a time or bit by bit if you need to. Tell yourself I’m not gonna use all morning then tell yourself I’m not gonna use through lunch etc etc



    Proud of you girl!!!

  71. Cat M

    Cat MPrije dan

    as someone with type two bipolar, I appreciate anyone who opens up about their personal experiences with it. I’m so grateful that we are moving towards breaking the stigma around it

  72. Ciris c

    Ciris cPrije dan

    Moderation doesn't work for an addict, that's why you are an addict because you don't know how to stop..

  73. Zera's Kitchen

    Zera's KitchenPrije dan

    With those kinds of people around her, she will not recover. That's the tragic side of LITERALLY dancing with the devil, you don't realize what you give away until you suffer the consequences

  74. Anabella

    AnabellaPrije dan

    This is a very honest video, however the moderation is very concerning. Addiction is powerful, and when given even an inch, it will ask and take so much more. I do hope she finds peace, but dangerous waters are dangerous waters and I say that for anyone struggling with this issue, because it is no easy feat. Relapse is a real concern for addicts, and moderation is a risky path to choose in battling it.

  75. Dis Johnson

    Dis JohnsonPrije dan

    She got fat tho

  76. Mariana Siqueira

    Mariana SiqueiraPrije dan

    "That" Scooter Braum? 🙄🙄🙄

  77. Jenn Martinello

    Jenn MartinelloPrije dan

    Wonder what she thinks about this commander and chief now? 2021 and it's just getting worse! Well I enjoy this documentary the most the political part with a big mistake. Wishing her the best...

  78. Crystal

    CrystalPrije dan

    So happy for her and this is so Inspirational to continue self care in deep ways.

  79. Lynee Anna Salvatore

    Lynee Anna SalvatorePrije dan

    I really really just wanna give Demi a hug.❤

  80. Janet Slater

    Janet SlaterPrije dan

    I sure hope that she is able to come off of the drugs before they take over again.

  81. WhisperEve

    WhisperEvePrije dan

    I love her laugh at the end!!

  82. Destiny Lopez

    Destiny LopezPrije dan

    My pa, he was doing many many drugs. Mostly crack. And Drinking. I am one of 9 children. We all sing. We have a story to tell. Don't know where to start. It feels impossible. But the Most High knows all. This is something that only I am that I am can fix. My dteam... My ultimate dream. Has been to unite with all of us. Together. And sing a couple songs together ❤ sing our hearts out! It might not help but hopefully... Itll make a turn around. For the world 🌎💙 Peace be unto you Mama! 💕

  83. Nadja Tommo

    Nadja TommoPrije dan

    Elton speaking nothing but the truth 👏🏻

  84. Lucas Matos

    Lucas MatosPrije dan

    "There is no failure except in no longer trying.” ―Elbert Hubbard

  85. K. T. S

    K. T. SPrije dan

    She gonna come out as gay soon.

  86. Elizabeth T

    Elizabeth TPrije dan

    There's only one way to be born again..

  87. Carol Mafra

    Carol MafraPrije dan

    I love you ❤️

  88. Celina Villanti

    Celina VillantiPrije dan

    vamos demi!!! vos podes

  89. Samantha Rivera

    Samantha RiveraPrije dan

    Uhh 🙄 idk how to feel about any of this lol I think she wants attention so badly poor thing

  90. Sr. Sigmaringa

    Sr. SigmaringaPrije dan

    Gratidão por ter a coragem de se abrir e expor abertamente sobre suas fragilidades e vulnerabilidades, você me inspira, sua força me inspira a ser forte e lutar contra meus vícios autodestrutivos também. Você é um anjo, é especial e uma pessoa e Artista que canta com a alma. Obrigado por existir e me inspirar com suas músicas e história. Deus te abençoe. 🌺😘❤️🙏⚛️

  91. Riley Olson

    Riley OlsonPrije dan

    Is there going to be a 5th episode?

  92. Danielle Gomes

    Danielle GomesPrije dan


  93. MɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռ

    MɨҡɛʏքօօɦɮɛaʀJaċҡsօռPrije dan

    aside from it all, she is just stunning and her makeup looks wonderful.

  94. Estefani Moura

    Estefani MouraPrije dan

    I love this woman so much.

  95. Ask to seduce Miss

    Ask to seduce MissPrije dan

    I don't trust her. But I don't need to, and she doesn't need me to. She needs to trust herself.

  96. Delaney Polhamus

    Delaney PolhamusPrije dan

    I think this whole documentary is AMAZING! One of the strongest people I ever known! Very real and honest and I appreciate that the most. I will always love Demi! 💘 You got this!

  97. tara m

    tara mPrije dan

    “im a little too queer” me to girl

  98. Danielle Gower

    Danielle GowerPrije dan

    Is it just me or did Demi look like Glam and Gore after her haircut? She’s beautiful and this is so powerful. Her story is so powerful!

  99. Selina Mccorry

    Selina MccorryPrije dan

    Literally love this. And the hair absolutely gorgeous, your such a beautiful babe❤️❤️❤️

  100. hbh Tcr

    hbh TcrPrije dan

    I’m sorry but I wouldn’t be able to do this knowing she’s still drinking. Imagine she dies and you’re in this documentary being like “yeah she still drinks and I support her :)” I’m an addict, and moderation never works. Elton John won’t have blood on his hands.